new journal [13 Nov 2005|11:08am] herblackshoes please add my new journal. i'll try to update more frequently.

[07 Mar 2005|02:16pm] christina & i went over to dennis' yesterday night and it was kind of funny. i never take my camera with me & regret it later. my english exam was pretty shitty today, we had to be there at 7:45 (!!) already & it was about computers?! yes that sucks. I HATE THE FACT THAT GYM CLASS STARTS AT 4:30 AND ENDS AT 6. i'm way too busy these days & i am not kidding.

[20 Feb 2005|01:38pm] [ music | aesop rock - no regrets ] ( lucy knew what people thought but didn't care ) i don't really like when it snows and i want it to be gone tomorrow. i also don't like how quick the weekends pass by: we went clubbing on friday and to this really weird party yesterday. we had to stand in line for about 45 minutes, but i think it wasn't really worth the time (and the money you had to pay to get in). but it's just my opinion and i was the sober driver, so what. since germany got this oc movie: who do you like better, seth or ryan? because all the guys i ask say seth is a loser and all the girls i ask think seth is cuter than ryan. 22 ;  +

NO MATTER WHAT A STRIPPER TELS YOU; THERE'S NO SEX IN THE CHAMPAGNE ROOM [14 Feb 2005|07:24pm] gym class from 4:30-6:00 PM is the most stupid time for gym class & it's way too exhausting. but i'm exhausted by everything nowadays, so that doesn't really count. i think it's only 2 1/2 months of school left & it still feels like 2 1/2 years. anywayy i'm already waiting for the next weekend but who cares. i bet my weekends are the best ones on earth & i'm being serious. 12 ;  +

[20 Jan 2005|03:13pm] seriously, what is the point of adding my journal if you just plan to delete it the next week? please fucking stop doing that.

[18 Jan 2005|09:33pm] [ mood | p-r-o-u-d ] [ music | be my baby ] i just made the majority of my entries friends only. i'm very proud of myself. i'm also proud because i've just written my part of the weird "northern ireland conflict" presentation 7 others & i have to write for english class. this is the first time in this year i sat down & did something for school. good thing "this year" only means 18 days. weekend, i'm waiting for you.

[09 Jan 2005|08:00pm] [ music | nas - heaven ] i thought i'd be BETTER afterwards, not WORSE. oh yeah, it was "the right thing to do" (or so we thought). oh so fucking right, i would turn back time if i could, not just a day or two, but maybe six months to make me remember what i had. 15 ;  +

you don't know what you've got until it's gone. [09 Jan 2005|11:24am] seriously, i don't know what's right or wrong anymore.

[31 Dec 2004|05:44pm] have a nice new year's eve, i'll go to the most expensive party i've ever been going to & i'll kill someone if it's not worth the money. 7 ;  +

[28 Dec 2004|01:08pm] it snowed for the first time this winter (year?). i got sex & the city dvds from sebastian so rebecca and i watched them yesterday night. it made rebecca tell me most of her weird sex life with her boyfriend who i don't really like. ( whatever. ) 18 ;  +

[02 Dec 2004|07:28pm] [ mood | winter ] [ music | deep blue something-breakfast at tiffany's ] december! 3 ;  +

[27 Nov 2004|06:39pm] the practice yesterday went pretty well & they didn't dye my eyebrows, skin or lashes & i went to sven's when they were finished. left for clubbing later, even though there were too many people - breathing was getting hard & so was walking and dancing, but we still had our fun. i had to get up at 11 for dance class & had to go the practice after that. they dyed my eyebrows, SKIN & lashes today & my eyes hurted like hell.. seriously, it was awful. i still don't understand what to dye them for, because my lashes are already black. i do not plan on doing that again, seriously. we have a dance performance tonight at some kind of prom (it's only for adults though, i'm not sure how to explain it) so there are going to be many people. i hope we'll do good, especially since i have to dance in the center. i still worry way to much about sebastian & i, but even if i found the time for beaking up, i still.. couldn't.

[26 Nov 2004|03:06pm] [ mood | upset ] i had to go to this practice yesterday at 5 PM & it turned out pretty weird. they put a hell lot of make up on my face & a pinkish yellowish eye make-up and too much rouge. my sister thinks it makes me look stuck up, i think it makes me look like a hoe. i have to say that noone is interested in my opinion, the only thing they are interested in is my face. apparently i have nice big eyes & great lips that are good to put lipgloss/lipstick on. GREAT. their plans for today: dye my eyebrowns, lashes, part of my skin (near to my eyebrows where i apparently plucked my eyebrows in a wrong way). my opinion that noone is interested in: i don't want to dye any part of my face. they stood around me saying i have great eyes & lips & lashes as if i wasn't there. yeah, how fun; today at 5:30 PM, fun again.. 5 ;  +

something to laugh [24 Nov 2004|06:01pm] i just came home from the hair stylist & yeah, some weird things happened. when my cut was finally finished (it isn't much of a change, just little bit shorter & new bangs), the woman said: "you'd be a great model... do you have time on sunday?" and they somehow convinced me to be their model?! every woman there had to come and take a look at me and scream a "god, you have so big beautiful eyes" into my face. they said that they did have a model for that contest thing, but she wasn't "pretty enough, and she didn't have charisma like you have" & were about to call off entering that contest, until i came. i have to go to some kind of pratice tomorrow & on friday. the good thing about all of this: i got my hair-cut for free. everything else is pretty strange. 18 ;  +

hey hey hey please stop this [08 Nov 2004|08:30pm] SVEN JUST CALLED ME I SAW A SPIDER IN THE BATHROOM; I'M SCARED I'M MAKING A NEW JOURNAL I'M NOT GOING TO USE WE'RE READING ROMEO & JULIET IN ENGLISH CLASS AND WE DON'T GET IT 2 ;  +

[22 Oct 2004|04:55pm] [ mood | blah blah blah ] [ music | welcome back ] yes i know, everyone's posting baby pics of themselves nowadays.... ( i didn't look mean all the time... ) it's my mom's birthday today & we got her a gift certificate for a manicure. i'm not sure what i'm going to do tonight.. i guess i'll just visit florian and see who else will be there. school starts on monday, 2 weeks of holidays are just not enough. EDIT: tonight: florian's 9 ;  +

london in pictures [09 Oct 2004|06:48am] i bought both, the pullover & the boots, in london. london is an expensive town, in case i didn't mention it in my other entry. i got my photos today & they told me that there were no photos on one film because i put it in wrong or something. SO THAT SUCKS. it was the one with the best photos on it, i'm so fucking dumb.. but yeah..... ( I PROMISED PICTURES. ) julia, kathrin, martina, sabrina & i went to a bar once & there was this woman in the bathroom & she put soap on your hands and you basically just had to stand there letting her do everything. our teachers told us not to give them any money because that's rude in england (in germany you better do give them money) and it was really strange, so i continued drinking my cosmopolitan. a few english men hit on me & "fell in love" with me. we went shopping every day & wow.. we spend amounts of money. plus we went to starbucks a lot, we don't have one here. i'm tired of writing everything down here, while everything's better off in my memories... p.s. i know noone reads this anymore, i'll do a friends cut or something. 31 ;  +

LONDON [08 Oct 2004|04:33am] i'm back from london & still tired. we arrived at 9:30 AM & noone was there to pick me up, so i had to take the fucking bus which PISSED ME OFF SO MUCH. thank you family, for loving me. our hotel sucked lots, and instead of rooms for two people we had to sleep in rooms for 4/5/6 people & i slept in a 6 people room. it's not that i didn't love the other five, but 6 people in a room that's big enough for two.. just doesn't work. the "bathroom" was a locker & the shower didn't really work, plus you couldn't really move when you were in it. the "breakfast" consisted of toast & (nothing else but) marmalade + cornflakes. not to forget the cup of water! (expect photos) yeah, despite of that everything was good. london is a quite confusing town & we used the underground for the first time in our lives. it took us two days to go shopping at the oxford street & we haven't even seen all of the shops, at night we went into pubs & to bars in picadilly, had to watch a strange musical named "joseph", realized the pubs & everything closes at 11 pm which was way to early, also realized that we can't continue drinking in hyde park after 11 pm because it's closed, too. we had a lot of free time; the things we were forced to do was visting two museums (maritim or something + science museum), going for horrible walks, musical and some other stuff. i didn't take a lot of pictures with my digital camera, so i'm only going to show you a picture i took of big ben & the other (real) photos will follow tomorrow or on monday. what really happened in london will follow as well, i'm just way too tired to write everything down here. p.s. there really weren't many english people in london & if you meet some you won't understand them. we asked a woman for the way & she had a great english & we found out she was from america. bye. 6 ;  +

goodbye! [02 Oct 2004|07:14pm] i'll be in london from today until friday (8th of october)! i'm still a little sick but i'd rather be sick in london than in germany. we're allowed to bring just ONE BAG & one purse or something & mine is so fucking huge, i had a hard time closing it. oh my god, i get so nervous before i leave, because i always forget the most important stuff... i'm still not finished packing & we leave at 11 PM so yeah. bye bye have a good time 6 ;  +

h&m [16 Sep 2004|05:45pm] anna, rebecca & i went to town due to the opening of a new h&m store IN MY TOWN. i didn't buy anything because all i could fucking see were people, people everwhere & between them all i also saw the coat of my dreams which was a size 36, not 34 which i need. i saw sebastian & patrick, but didn't "see" them (i'm a little girl at heart), but eventually we did. i'm still confused of driving my car & not finding a little space in a simple parking lot, people drom everywhere - this is how popular h&m is.

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